Showing posts with label therapist. Show all posts
Showing posts with label therapist. Show all posts

Wednesday, 30 May 2007

The Pieces Don't fit (Well the uniform doesn't anyway)

Ok how happy was I when at my second interview I am told that we have a uniform and it is paid for by the company, it looks very nice so I think at least it will save me buying work clothes.

Yesterday I went into new job for an induction and the usual H & S lectures that you have to sit through nowadays and was given my uniform.

So typical woman couldn't wait to get in and try it on, but no was running slightly late for Therapist's so had to drop it off and go back out again.

Went to see therapist and explained to her my manic behavior of the last few weeks and that I was actually getting nervous I might do something inpulsive, like sleep with married man or worse still friend at the weekend. The outcome was I still have some work to do with her and I am not ready to pull away just yet.

It is really quite wierd I have suddenly started getting these urges again which can't be satisfied by battery operated products alone, I tried furiously the other night and nothing I did satisfied me, I need a man and I need one now....lol....I am just a little scared of the temptations which are around me again now I have started going out again.

I am definitely running uncontrollably high at the moment I really need to level myself out, hoping the new job may help to do that.

Anyway, back to the uniform! It doesn't bloody fit, none of it, the skirt fits on the hips and not on the waist, the trousers also fit everywhere but the waist, the blouses gape at my boobs, so what a disappointment.

This morning rang in and informed them that uniform doesn't fit and especially the skirt and trousers it wouldn't be worth getting the bigger size because I would then look like Andy Pandy, so I went treking for Navy trousers and skirts this afternoon, started off in Marks' managed to get a lovely skirt in there but no trousers, went in Next no trousers or skirts but I did spend £35 quid on a pair of shoes which I have been walking up and down the house in trying to bed in, I really don't do full shoes but we have to wear them so I will have to give it a try. My next stop was Dotty Porkers, nothing remotely navy in there and my last stop, praying the lovely parking attendant wasn't going to walk past my car and realise my ticket actually ran out 1/2 hr ago I entered Primark, now I am no snob but must admit I have never been in there in my life, found two pair of trousers right leg length and fitted perfectly for a bloody fiver, £10 quid for two pairs of trousers? what a bargain.

Walked back to the car which I could see in the distance, as it was the only one parked up trying to spot the famous black/yellow of the parking ticket and for a change something went right no ticket, after my excitement of my £5 trousers I really thought they would have cost me £35 quid by the time I got back but no they hadn't, so thanks go to the parking attendant on duty today for not walking past my car....

Got to go into both old and new job tomorrow, new one I think I am doing a full day, old one I have to go and do an exit interview, I have just written it up and it makes interesting reading, may have a battle on my hands but Am I Bovered????? Nah.....

New one, just a day to put some procedures in place before Monday, so looking forward to someone listening to my imput for a change.

Update tomorrow night after darts....wish me luck!!!!




Sunday, 20 May 2007

Ooo we won

Yes I am pleased to say that I have run out of quizzes so will have to post something interesting, well at least attempt to, our wonderful boys won today against the old enemy from Leeds, I couldn't stop jumping up and down, which my regulars will know is not a very good idea at this moment in time....they played so well and I am really proud of them.

But never mind I can sleep my dizziness off tomorrow, I did lose my balance a couple of times though which was quite amusing for those around me, think they thought I was pissed...lol..chance would be a fine thing not drank properly since the end of January.

The one good thing that has come out of having my sinus's done, other than the fact I can now breathe through both nostrils is I can finally taste food again, had a curry tonight and it was bloody gorgeous..the scary thing now is I am going to be particular with my drinking habits when I start drinking again because I can't stand normal lager (Fosters), (Carlsberg) etc., It has to be premium when I can taste it so more expense....

Just been tallying up the savings account today and my god has it taken a hit just recently because of therapist fees and dentists, need to find a side line to increase it again...

Any Ideas!!!!!?????

No Grey's tonight so putting up with the British television awards.....well it's on anyway. Miss my Sunday night fix of Derek and Co, not long to wait though 3rd series begins on Sky One on Thursday.


Right off for WW Choc Pud and Ice cream catch you all later..