Scared Shitless

I have to share this with my fav friends in blogland, went out for tea with Mr G on Thursday night, as some of you are aware I only really got together with this guy last Friday night and both of us where slightly pissed to say the least, it was all very spontaneous and if I am honest I was surprised it happened at all, even though pleasantly.

Saturday morning came and I thought I would test the water with a text message, this was after he had given me all his numbers on Friday night, three home numbers and a mobile...lol...

I texted him asking him if he had had a good night and he replied straight away saying yes it was great.

As most of you are aware I went on a Hen party last weekend on the ferries, communication wasn't very good, mobile phones and the north sea don't always mix, but we managed to chat a couple of times throughout the weekend and I sent hundreds of texts which I didn't receive a reply to.

On Sunday night I took the bull by the horns and rang him, this is not usually my style because I don't want to appear pushy...lol....

The first thing I said was he hadn't been replying to my texts and he insisted he had, he was texting me the score of the rugby match we where missing.

When we got back Monday morning he rang me and we have continued to talk on the phone every night until Thursday none of the conversations have been less than an hour and one was three and a half.

Scared??? You ask, feckin terrified more like!! I thought the test would be going out Thursday night because we had talked so much on the phone we would have nothing to talk about, how wrong was I? we just fell straight into step from the moment we met and by the end of the night we where finishing off each others sentences or saying and thinking the same things...

After we had been for a lovely meal we called at the local pub and there weren't many people in so we sat outside had a couple of drinks and a cig and the subject came up of where we where spending the night.

There was no pressure so he came back to mine, we sat and watched badly dubbed porn on the comedy channel...lol...never seen this before but check it out guys its hysterical....

We went to bed and not going into too much detail it was the most natural thing in the world, we did though before decide not to go the whole hog because we where tired and wanted to appreciate every little bit, but we had a lovely night and discussed how we where both feeling, ermm scared very scared I am not the kind to let the barriers or the wall fall down easilly but this guy has got so much under my skin in such a short space of time.

The bonus with all of this is he feels the same though nearly as terrified as me, I am not used to feeling I want to spend time with someone and last night I was gutted to be going to bed on my own even though he did ask me if I wanted to go to his when I got back from rugby.

He has his kids this weekend so can't come out to play but I am sure I might get some playing in later on tonight after pub.

I feel like a 16 year old and can't really believe what is happening to me but boy am I going to enjoy it while it lasts......