Right Kind of Wrong
After a very busy week workwise you will all be pleased to know I have made my decision and Mr G has won hands down, not quite dealt with Mr A or Mr M yet but I have a feeling Mr A is aware now that I am not into him as much as he is me.
He texted the other night asking if he could ring and I had already been on the phone with Mr G for three hours.
It's all really quite wierd to be getting back what I am giving at the moment, I have got so used to one sided relationships over the years that when someone comes along and wants me for me I don't know how to react, it has usually been the case of me wanting them or them wanting me, not both wanting each other.
To look at Mr G you would think, wow he thinks he is gods gift to women, but I have found out so much about him in such a short space of time it's really refreshing.
It also terrifies the hell out of me because I am the single independant girl who doesn't get touched by someone easilly and this guy has had an affect on me already. He is so interesting I could talk to him alnight and I have for the last three days.
I will have to deal with the other two I know but they kind of pale into insignificance now compared to Mr G.
Mr M is already aware something is not right by the tone of his texts, I don't want to lose him as a friend though so I will have to be careful with that one even though he is the married one, I think more of him that Mr A.
Well I hope you have all managed to keep up with all that because it's getting a bit confusing here too.
Sat here waiting for a plumber at the moment because I have a leaking radiator pipe, hope they aren't going to be long I need to get to work...
xx
He texted the other night asking if he could ring and I had already been on the phone with Mr G for three hours.
It's all really quite wierd to be getting back what I am giving at the moment, I have got so used to one sided relationships over the years that when someone comes along and wants me for me I don't know how to react, it has usually been the case of me wanting them or them wanting me, not both wanting each other.
To look at Mr G you would think, wow he thinks he is gods gift to women, but I have found out so much about him in such a short space of time it's really refreshing.
It also terrifies the hell out of me because I am the single independant girl who doesn't get touched by someone easilly and this guy has had an affect on me already. He is so interesting I could talk to him alnight and I have for the last three days.
I will have to deal with the other two I know but they kind of pale into insignificance now compared to Mr G.
Mr M is already aware something is not right by the tone of his texts, I don't want to lose him as a friend though so I will have to be careful with that one even though he is the married one, I think more of him that Mr A.
Well I hope you have all managed to keep up with all that because it's getting a bit confusing here too.
Sat here waiting for a plumber at the moment because I have a leaking radiator pipe, hope they aren't going to be long I need to get to work...
xx
5 comments:
Well it looks like you are sorting it out, good on you. Talking all night and feeling it's not a one way street must make you fully realise that you are making the right decision. That's great!
I wouldn't be too bothered if you lose Mr M as a friend though, have you thought he might not want to be friends with you!
Don't worry about losing them as a friend... He won't ever walk away as he knows you have too much on him... Take it from a girl who knows, when they are married, they will do all they can to keep you silent and nearly always they appreciate somebody else to talk too... You won't lose him... Trust me...
Well done you for working it all out. I procrastinate for weeks sometimes!
go for it girl, just keep us informed, x
Guys and Gals - I am sure I won't lose Mr M but he was sending some horny texts last night which I didn't reply to...xx
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